We collaborated on content creation, achieved massive virality with 70 million and 50 million views, and exchanged links several times.” went to see him on the Ballers set. At the very least, I would have regarded us as acquaintances. He was really amazing, and then Japan occurred.

I could talk for ages about my regret, the situation I was in, and the mistakes I had made at that particular point in my life. I had to completely rewire my brain, take a step back, and ask myself how I allowed that to occur and what went wrong in my life for me to believe it was acceptable.

“I caused a great deal of harm during that process. I didn’t think about it much, and I had to go through a lot of therapy to identify what happened in my life that was so terrible or didn’t happen that I did it.

You know, I damaged him so severely that he really didn’t want to be around me. And he was right. I betrayed my hero. And he essentially put me out of my misery by asking me to delete every piece of work we’ve ever done together. It’s what I would have done, too. A guy in his position would prefer not to be associated with someone who committed such a heinous act.